"anaesthesia"

i have no control

of the pain I denied to feel

i am out of control

when figured out its you crystal clear..

hard to let go

once inside my circle

flows deep within

unable to handle, I'm a cripple

i am unsure of the happiness you'll bring

only in dreams, captured is my sanity...

plotted in our hands, outline of our lives

left without a choice, my sacrifice

this love for you isnt pain after all

it's the pain that cleanse my blood and soul

what's holding you back

time is not on our side

what's holding us back

i will find you in the next life